this is my web diary/blog.

i know i said i wanted to update once a week, but it's been 2 weeks since then (as i'm writing this on december 22nd), and that has definitely not been the case. it's whatever, though, and i'll probably just update this at whim. and um, i know the way i'm doing this is janky but.. whatever. newest entries listed first.

DECEMBER 22ND, 2022 ★

alrighty... here i am. i don't know what to write about, now that i'm actually making this. guess i'll start with how i've been.

i've been dysphoric and distant the past few days. but when i say "distant," i mean to everyone except my girlfriend, quilly. with her as an exception, i've felt disinterested in interacting with people, and increasingly uncomfortable with my body.

probably part of why i wanna do this instead.